ASK, perhaps I'll give :)
Mr Desperado there, doesn’t seem to want to put down his toy guns And he shake, shake, shakes me off, Like an unwanted disease, That surely my local doctor will want to discover. He’ll feed me imaginary medicine on a plastic spoon until I recover. And I am no more a mindless doll :)
ASK, perhaps I'll give :)
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everything will be okhay in the end
if it's not okhay, it's not the end.
so many work this holiday, I'm just so darn caught up with college. I don't mind the pressure per sem. But the fact that I have so many things piled into one is just unnerving. I need an escape. So yes, come SUNDAY, come.
That was school.
At home, it's another storybook.
House is so messy and well, my life isn't close to the word neat either.. But here I am on myspace, reading, surfing the net, reading more and well, slacking - a lot. Then I shout the unfairness to the world. I'm being unfair myself. But I've lived till now and I see no reason to disrupt the course of nature so far. Or am I simply being selfish? Is this guilty indulgence worth it?
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I'm having terrible MORBID thoughts gushing my brains now. I feel totally glutted up and somehow I still feel happy. I'm in serious need of help huh?
Why am I like this??I just read something that I wished I never read. It wouldn't affect a nano inch of anyone else, but I feel horridly affected. As though I have tonnes of weight suddenly plummet on my face and pulverized my essence. Yet, I don't exactly care. Dang, I don't even understand me... period.
I want something badly, but I ignore it. Why? Like when I wanted that handphone, then I thought how great mine already was (even though it has no exciting games, 2.7MB of memory and looks dull). Like when I wanted an iPOD, then I figured that my existing MP3 is the best (even though it's 2yrs old, has stellotape and is 256MB). Like when I wanted so many other materials, but decided that I don't need them. Why am I like that? I ignore things I desire, and truly work for. Because I satisfied with what I have. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? I don't know...
Down-to-earth? I am stuck by GRAVITY. period.
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