Which one? :D

Johore Matriculation College (Science Course)

The Interview slip for Teacher's College (Social education/English/BM)

Frustration is building up inside of me. I got offered from everything that I’d applied except for that TESL UiTM. Duh. Ok now.. take a deep breath.. Inhale. Next step, I breathe out.. Exhale. Surprise; it actually worked. Impressive, I should reduce screaming next time. Haha. Back to issues of hand, matriculation or teacher’s college? Yes, I’m not asking you. Only naive people think life is so simple and that there are no difficult decisions to make. Oh screw it, I only live once. Enough only my mom is a teacher. I should be something else. A lecturer, at least. Heh. Ultimately the choices we make shape our lives. I have never thought myself a strong individual. I have never thought of myself as covered in cold steel. Now I see. Every person has this inside. The right motivation, the right provocation is all it takes. So, yeah I’m going to be what I want. Don’t be so silly by asking me, do you really enjoy that thing and these things? Well, I think that I’ve never heard something so true. I believe my ability even it’s only a piece of sad thing to be heard. Haha. Living from day to day is my only option, and.. Forgive me for the dramatic used of language but it isn’t enough. Don’t worry I just warming up my mind. I guess, I rather choose matriculation, for now. Yes! I don’t have to go for that interview. Overall I was thankful to God for giving me this pleasure =)